Short vlog and a flat!! Day 71
Sep 17, 2018
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happy Sunday well doesn't look like a
happy Sunday because it's nasty without
today it is 250 and I am just now just
now starting to vlog yes it's been one
of those days I am struggling really bad
you guys with a very very very very bad
rash I guess you would say and like what
we've talked about before the folds of
my skin but it's my upper stomach area
so sound underneath my stomach but it's
the second roll I guess you would say
anyways it's bad bad my glasses are
fogging up bad bad bad bad bad bad it
feels like acid on my skin it hurts so
bad
it itches but it burns and is just
getting worse and worse of course my
doctor can't get me in until Thursday
which is my normal doctor's appointment
so I can go and be seen by him then but
until then I am just miserable like
literally I can't hardly move because to
move and have my skin moving it just
like I just I cried this morning like I
literally you guys I was crying that's
why I just didn't talk because it's just
been a rough morning because I have been
in so much pain I just took a shower and
I just put desert in and some cornstarch
and stuff to hopefully keep it kind of
clean and I have a nightgown dress type
thing on and I have no pants on
underneath so I'm hoping that maybe that
will allow my skin to breathe a little
bit but also having a barrier in between
them
this is awful you know I would never
wish this upon my worst enemy well I
don't worry wish anything on anybody but
you know the same anyways but we had to
get out because we've got to go to
Portland and go get some stuff for Ollie
from the Egyptian store and then we're
gonna stop by Nike outlet and see what
they have for Jeremiah for winter
clothes clearly Mike are you
tell right there is being fed with all
the children's chips YUM but I did bring
me some lunch because I haven't I
haven't eaten anything but oatmeal this
morning and I'm getting hungry and s her
clearly needs to take a nap so anyways I
just want to check in with you guys take
good morning and I'll check in with you
guys in a little bit good times I swear
our family has the best luck with cars
no I just have to laugh because now we
are we were driving on the freeway and
we kept hearing this but the door the
tire on the driver's side the front tire
so we're like that sound I mean it
literally sounded like something was
likes parkings for like what is going on
so we pulled off and it stopped so we're
like okay fine so then we kept going and
then it started it again so we pull off
on the exit we were gonna get off on so
we've pulled into oil can Henry's and we
asked the worker if he could help us
look and see if maybe he sees something
underneath the tire and he looks and
he's like holy smokes he's like yeah I
see where your problems coming from and
all I was like wow you know can you like
what is it and he's like your tire is
gonna blow he's like it is down to
shreds and I'm like so he's like yeah
your supremist ly he said I am so
surprised that you don't that you didn't
get a like your car didn't the tire
didn't blow on you or something
well that one so now my husband is
changing our tire nice times nice times
anyways so yeah I hope everybody is
having a wonderful Sunday it's not one
thing it's another with our family oh I
just have to laugh I seriously just have
to seriously laugh because but anyways
my side is feeling a little bit better
who don't want to jinx me but it is
feeling better but I did take an
ibuprofen before we left the house so
I'm thinking that that's probably what's
helping some of the pain and also I'm
not moving so clearly it's probably why
it's not hurting really right now but
I'm still like I told Holly I don't care
how much pain I'm in it doesn't matter I
will not let this hold me back from
doing my exercising because I have to do
my exercises like there's just nothing I
I can't I can't not not do it so I have
counseling tomorrow and for sure I'm
gonna be doing my exercises and then
this week it's supposed to be a really
nice week so I am thinking that when I
go to do my walk the kids will get to do
the walk with me so yeah I'm really
excited anyhow alright well I just
wanted to check in with you guys to tell
you what we're doing right now sitting
here at least we're not on the freeway
this time that is kind of nice but
hopefully this isn't
to him because that's already five
o'clock and I were they gonna go okay
I was going to show you guys this was
the fluffy noise we were hearing is that
and look at how thick that is that's not
even that is just tired that's that's
tread so yeah we're lucky we didn't have
a blowout
so we're just hung getting home little
after 8 o'clock if we would have had any
excitement on the road we would have
been home easily fine
maybe 5:30 so add next 2-3 and a half
hours to that yes that is the luck of
the Ramadan's but you know you gotta
look at it all in the positive ways
other than my husband decided to slice
his thumb open don't know what he was
doing but well he was obviously changing
a talker but he just looks like Hertz
and it looks deep so I'm hoping he's
okay I know it's hurting them I know it
is but I just home to come home make
some dinner I'll eat later so that he
can get some food in him because he
worked himself up a sweat to get this
done but I was like oh my gosh I'm so so
sorry but we did make it home we made it
home safe so that clearly is a big thing
I am going to after I close here I need
to run through the house clean it up
I've got counseling in the morning and
so I need to get my clothes picked out
for tomorrow because I gotta leave
earlier than normal drop Maya and then I
have to run to Cusco go get gas because
our cats like game on and then go to
counseling and hope they don't pray or
hope that I don't pray hope and pray
that I don't want out of gas on the way
to Costco that would be a winner and
that would just go down in history that
would clearly be it that would be it I
would just walk wait you could always
stay positive for so long before you're
just like I'm now I am clearly done but
yeah so we are really running late
tonight
and today with a rash that I've been
that I've been dealing with yeah I
haven't done much but it's okay you know
what sometimes those things happen
sometime those days happen and I can't
wait until Thursday I did take a shower
I put some Desert Inn cream on it I wore
a pyjama dress today and in the car but
I didn't like pull my underwears
completely up and I put a barrier in
between my stomach's like the rolls so
that it kind of gives a little bit of
air to be able to get into and let my
skin dry so our breathe sorry
not dry it is right but um yeah I don't
know I'm just I'm at my wit's end
and the sad thing about it is I know
that is only probably going to get worse
before it gets better and the reason why
is because with losing the weight my
skin like cuz obviously I'm gonna have
extra skin like there's just no getting
pop no be my that ain't gonna just
retract back up that I think as my skin
is losing that's great and wonderful but
it's also causing it to lessen down so
it's putting more pressure against each
other and it's allowing it to chafe and
so I think that's what's going on is is
it chafed and then it didn't help that I
was itching it and then or scratching it
and then my with my nails I think it
just kind of maybe opened up a little
bit of the skin and I think what
happened was then bacteria kind of
generated and it caused it just to
spread a reaction of I guess infection I
I don't really know but I do have
antibiotics that I could probably start
tonight I I don't know what else to do
it's like right now it's itching really
bad and I haven't touched it I'm not
going to touch it
I want to touch it no but I don't want
to dig at it but I won't so yeah
good times good times you would think
losing weight you would be feeling
better and not tonight but it's okay
yeah well it will all get better over
time it's gonna get better I forgot to
show you guys yesterday um when we went
to or when I went to Dollar Tree I let
me see
yep they're right here oops I don't know
where my other ones went I had two other
pairs but um here are my weigh-in socks
my Mickey Mouse um they're supposed to
be together
I literally slip them on way take them
off so I don't wash them every single
week clearly clearly but while I was $1
treated yesterday I found these ones
pink power y'all so I got me another
pair and these are great you know for a
dog you can't beat that and they're
great weigh-in socks so yes I always try
to put a pair of socks on so I'm not
showing you guys might glue mean nasty
old toes it's bad enough you guys have
to see some nasty makeup you don't have
to see some nasty toes um so anyways and
then I also wear these ones like if I'm
needed my Hospital socks I have I have
two pairs so I have this one with this
was clearly not put together but uh
anyways they're supposed to be folded
together and then I have a blue pair I
think or something like that but I love
these socks because they're you've got
the stoppers on them so when I wear them
I don't feel like I'm gonna slide all
over the kitchen floor um so I do have
these and I have regular socks too but I
don't wear them very often because the
ones that the stores um let me show you
these ones these ones I can show you
so regular socks at stores they kind of
go up no those are the same they kind of
go up a little bit higher and they tend
to be a little bit more
like like tighter well what happens is
because of my legs I don't have swelling
in my legs right now oh I was gonna
insert a picture of my feet member and I
completely forgot
so I'll insert it right here sometimes I
get some massive swelling in my legs
now I have not dealt with swelling in my
legs for quite a while um yeah I
actually have ankles right now normally
I would not but since I've been losing
weight
haha my feet have lost weight too
I did not know that feet can actually
lose weight but I can they probably were
holding 25 pounds of weight in
themselves um but anyways when I wear
socks it would cut into my skin and so
when I would take my sock off there
would be a tight ring around where my
sock landed and then like above my leg
would be really poofy and then on the
other part of it it'd be poofy where my
foot was so I don't wear the store socks
I just I'm not in the habit of it
but I do have some but with these ones
like these and like these they're not so
I can wear these comfortably and they're
not gonna dig into my feet like the
other ones so I get to wear these when I
like if my feet are cold or you know
clearly just wane and that's usually
what I wear my socks for these ones I
wear for like 4 min my toes up if I need
him but usually my feet aren't really I
don't usually have to deal with heat in
my feet not really I used to when I was
younger though when I would go to sleep
I had to always keep my feet uncovered I
could not sleep with my feet covered and
now it's like that's the first thing
that I go to cover is my feet I guess
they say you change but anyways so yeah
today has been a very slow unproductive
day other than going to
other than going to cost our Costco
going to Nike outlet for Maya and going
up to Portland for the Egyptian store
and then getting a flat um yeah good
time so anyways I think that was really
it there wasn't a lot of excitement
today I am so sorry you guys that the
vlog is so small and so short I know I
feel bad but today was just not all
around the best day for me because of
just everything going on and in and
around me but as always I promise
tomorrow will be much better and I am
taking all of your guys's notes on the
colors of lipsticks that you think I
should try I ordered a few so I'm so
excited to see what they look like on me
and yeah I was gonna do my color street
nails tonight but I'm not gonna have
time tonight because it's already
getting way too late and I've got to get
the kids ready for bed but I will try in
maybe no promises but maybe try and get
around to doing them tomorrow because I
gotta prep my gel I gotta take the shine
off of them and fill them and all that
so it's gonna be a little bit more of a
longer process so anywho I hope you guys
had a wonderful day and a wonderful end
of your weekend to start your fresh new
week tomorrow and as always I hope you
guys enjoyed my vlog today and I will
see you guys tomorrow bright and shiny
sweet dreams
bye
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some what you doin
get in the moment
oh yeah show me some movement
